You are the best thing that's ever been MINE.

this week had been one of those moments that indeed moves and inspires to me to be a better, a more mature and a more responsible person.

I am so thankful ‘cause I am not one of those people who have to work in order for them to study and have a better life in the future..early this afternoon, as I was getting out of bed, I thought of something„ “how can I make this Day, a meaningful one??” then out of nowhere, I said to myself, why not do house chores so that I can give back in such a simple way all the good things that I’ve been able to receive for this past few months?.
I swept the floor, washed the dishes, washed some of my clothes, Waxed the floor, organized my room. and I gave away some of the things that i am not using anymore to those who wants and are willing to have them. It has been one of my routine every month :)

But what I have realized just now, is that it’s not easy to do chores like these every single day. It is very exhausting, tiring, stressing and it feels like your whole body is in pain.
and now I’m having a deep appreciation to all the helpers in and out of our countries, who do such things every single day, from the moment they open their eyes til they close it .. We must give recognitions to them, that if not for them, we’ll be the one who’ll do it everyday and we won’t be able to perform good in all our works and tasks.

Like in our house, my mom prefers not to have a helper around(though we have a weekly laundry cleaner :p) ‘cause of this simple reason, She wants us to live the usual way, she wants us to learn how to do things ourselves and not asking for anyones help so that worst comes to worst, we have the all the knowledge that we need in our to suffice all our needs everyday. and now, all I want to say is THANK YOU ‘cause my parents only ask me to Study well and they ‘ll be the one to provide all my needs even my wants. I AM VERY LUCKY :)

just got home :) What a tiring but very fulfilling day :)) well, first and foremost, I thank God for giving me such wonderful parents. though we were not one of those lucky families who have everything in life. still then can give all our needs and even more than what we need. :)) they give my sister and I all the things that we want though we’re not that wealthy.. 

well, unavoidable circumstances really happen sometimes that leads to misunderstandings and fight among us but unlike before, it doesn’t last that long because we have realized that we must stick together as a family and never let anything come between us..

It so hard to have a broken family, everything’s affected, especially one’s behavior. that is why, even though it’s hard, we try to fix things in no time … 

Love your family and never let anything ruin your relationship.

..I don’t get the point why people tend to be so rude at times. and instead of you being pity and sorry for them, it has always been the opposite. Begging alms and asking for some help is not a bad thing, but taking advantage to those people who has the potential to help is too much. 

..these are the things that hinders them from improving their lives. they rather live in the wrong way than do things right. and instead of progressing, they remain what they’ve been and what they are at the moment. they retain their attitudes that keeps them from escaping the hard life that they are engaged to.

WE ARE THE ONE’S WHO CHOOSE WHAT WE’LL BECOME IN THE FUTURE, DON’T BLAME YOUR PARENTS FOR NOT GIVING YOU GOOD LIFE, DON’T BLAME GOD FOR NOT GIVING YOU THE THINGS THAT YOU’VE BEEN PRAYING FOR.. BUT RATHER, BLAME YOURSELF FOR NOT DOING WHAT IS RIGHT AND FOR NOT CHOOSING THE RIGHT THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH. IT IS YOU WHO HOLDS YOUR LIFE. NOT YOUR PARENTS, NOT YOUR PEERS, BUT YOURSELF. GOD ONLY GUIDES YOU TO BE A BETTER PERSON.. BUT IT IS YOU WHO MAKES YOUR FUTURE. :)

As we were talking on the phone, 

You & I ended up singing-a-long,

to the song that made us realized,

that you & I really belong..

He calls me up every night,

Asking how’s my day & if i’m feeling alright,

It’s almost January, & by then, we really hooked up,

But thank God I finally found you, 

‘cause now my long wait is over…

 I love your smile, and the way you laugh,

the way you hold me, and the way you kiss me,

whatever you do, whatever you are,

i’ll still love you faithfully, I’ll love you endlessly..

by the time that we’ve been together, 

I really wanna keep you forever, 

It’s your unique personality that caught me off guard and hit me…

Your brown eyes that stares at me, 

Your hands so gender, that holds me so gentle,

your nose, it’s so perfect & even I can’t beat it,

& my heart bests so fast whenever your around me..

and even if we fight sometimes,

I know we can fix it in no time, 

Cause we wont let anything ruin us,

Cause we have all that it takes,

Our love and our trust <3

and now you are my very first thought in the morning & my last at nightfall

you are the one that keeps my heart beating , i love you & thats all i want to do. :)

i dunno if this makes sense or what.. but all I can say is that..

People tend to deny what they really feel and what they want to feel.. they hide it not because they don’t want others to be aware about it, instead, they hide it because they are scared of what it can cause them. if people around them will accept it, if people would give gratitude, or if significant persons will react positively regarding the matter. . there’s no harm in trying.. through this, you might be able to conquer your fears and avoiding having such GUILT-FULL REGRETS. It will  help the person be himself/herself and avoids facading of what he/she really feels. :)

NO ONES KNOWS THE ANSWER UNTIL YOU TRY YOUR LUCK & TAKE RISK….